So I got the morning with an answer from God. this job situation is working out for His glory after all ,we went franchise shopping. Finally I think God has given him the confidence to do it for himself. He is very capable of doing this. He is hearing God,and seeking His word.  After that out for pancakes,and home. Wanted sooo badly to go see Connersvine tonight,they were in Rochester IN,at a park,beautiful weather . What more could we ask for them in concert outside on a beautiful night singing you right into God’s heart! Dang! I’m so ticked, I came home and I was so tired after being up half the night praying and listening for answers, I just wanted to lay down for 1 hr. and guess what? woke up too late!!! I could kick myself,I was looking forward to this night all most all wk. *^%$&^%$#^(^%$#^*))(&%!!!!!!!   Any way I have another chance in a few wks. actually several chances,I can assure you I won’t miss!!!! Connersvine is  like  seasonal delicacies, when they are in season they are sweet & plentiful,but when the season is over you have to look hard to find them. One day that will change.  Well since I missed the boat, I guess I’ll go see about one of my next favorite things~ the hot bubbly bath. Gonna go visit mom tomorrow in Anderson, can’t wait! LUVS & HUGS,Becky  Have a great Sunday in worship,don’t forget to say Thank you.       (then some chicken catchitorri) yummm  ummm ummmmm uh huh.                                Not this time!            what?

Sometimes I just wish I could get inside the mind of Christ for just a little while. This job situation is starting to wear me down. I am starting to wonder if He hears me at all. My daughter saw our good friend and minister of  the church where we attend today a Starbucks, and she called to tell me about their conversation,and the tears won’t stop. Just knowing that he and his famly are praying for us just overwhelms me,and warms my heart at the same time. Confused?  To say the least,I suppose just a tad. My heart weighs about 300 LBS. right now. I couldn’t possibly get much lower. Sometimes I blog when this happens ,no one reads this ,so it’s kind of a venting tool  that I can use to let go of  overwhelming emotions. Beats  a pen a paper all to heck and back. Well ,I still am hangin on (Hope)that God has a masterplan  in store for us and shows it to us soon ,it kills me to see my huband of such stong values, starting to look like someone I don’t know,emotionally and physically,and spiritually, ever aspect of who he is. I have to say I’m  so concerned for him, it’s like he is just slowly shrinking. I have a dear friend who’s husband is going through the same thing,and today he finally landed a job he has been wanting for a long time. I don’t even think I can tell my husband. All though he would be thrilled for him I’m not sure how this will affect him at this point. SOOO if you happen to run across this “blow your mind blog,”and you have a heart for Jesus,Pray for us please. Thank you from the bottom of my 300 LB. heart. Needing some HUGS and words, Becky      Thank you you have no idea.    Miss                                                     I need some chicken catchitorri.

Another one of God’s beautiful day’s ! This morning when I got up I went out on the patio,and the sun is warm but there is a cool breeze , another one of God’s gifts, a masterpiece. I’m so thankful I have this time to enjoy it. I went for a job interview yesterday and realized I may not have time to enjoy all that I do right now, should I go back to work full time. The interview went well, but I had this sick feeling in my tummy when I left. The hrs. are hideous, to get time off you have to be on your deathbed, and family is at the very bottom of this company’s list. I’m trying to help our family out,my husband lost his job about 3 months ago. I’m sure God has a plan I’m just not sure what on earth that plan is. Working hideous hours, and no time off  for family, just sounds a little harsh,actually a lot harsh to me. I’m very family friendly. So with this feeling in the pit of my gut ,I guess you can say It’s a no. That’s God’s way of talking to me. I either get this feeling, or sometimes I hear Him whisper to me. I know ,sounds funny, but it’s true. I do worry about my husband, after many interviews, he is starting to feel  depleted and I don’t know how to help him, I pray for him always and encourage him to just wait on the Lord. He will answer him eventually. So It’s back to the drawing board for me who knows what God has in store for me ,I’m sure it’s gonna be great! I just don’t think I  want to give up my life completely to a 40+ hr. per wk. gig. Feel free to add me to your prayer list. Thanks, blog later,,,    hugs, Becky    Miss little words & views  

Hi blog people, last night I couldn’t sleep,too much sun maybe, I’m not sure why. Remember the song This Little Light Of Mine, well it was stuck in my head at midnight. I got up and decided I should write a post about it.   This lil light of mine I’m gonna let it shine, my brothers and my sisters,I’m gonna let it shine,let it shine,let it shine come on now let it shine!!!Forgetting myself I get lost in you Lord, my Father, My Savior,my Friend. Let me shine, gonna shine, gonna shine. Holding fast to you Lord your promise is free. The blood you have shed, has washed us all clean and this little lights gonna shine, Come on now Lord, let it shine!  I close my eyes I see an empty tomb,You’ve risen  God  and we know that You live! I’m alone with you God you let me come in, my Father, My Savior,my Friend. I close my eyes now I see You fade your blood soaked hair, it covers Your face.You did all this to cover my sin, my Father, my Savior, my Friend. I close my eyes, the heavens fall down, the whole wide world in the palm of Your hand!I can only imagine what that day will be like, so I’m hangin on tight Lord just lettin it shine, let it shine, let it shine, land of mine I’m gonna let Him shine!!!  The End  that was fun, Becky           Yipee!

I was dreaming of this precious little friend of mine named Mayda. She is one of the missions God gave me several yrs. ago. I was helping out a friend open a new dry cleaning business about 4 yrs.ago and would go in and open his store for him in the mornings and just try to do what I could to get his day started.One morning this little elderly lady came through the door and asked me if I could put eye drops in her eyes. She had catarac surgery and had no one to help her,she lived behind this business,and saw the lights on at 6:00AM. She was 90LBs soaking wet,cold and her nose was running,hair hadn’t been brushed in a while, her coat was old,old,and full of holes she was 96 yrs. old.  I was pleased to help this little doll out,put her drops in and fixed her a cup of coffee.We became close that very day. Every day for 2 yrs.I had coffee with Miss Mayda. Don’t get me wrong this little lady was a firecracker just waiting to be lit. After a while she started calling me at home to help her with various chores. Sometimes I would just sit and look at caller ID and think,not today Lord.The next thing I knew I would be in my car driving to Mayda’s with a rum cake or her dinner or both.I loved her but some days she could be a little bit ornery. We talked about God and why He was allowing her to remain alive when all she wanted to do was go home to be with Him. One day she told we she was tired and was going to throw herself out into traffic on Southport Rd. I told her to hold on because I had a rum cake in the oven with her name on it,and I wanted her to eat it first.She laughed and so I went over only to find out she needed help,she wanted to have a garage sale and wanted me to mark her stuff. She told me to mark everything $6.95! I’m talkin, really not so great stuff! She made no money that day and my hubby helped me clean everything up.We both decided God had given Mayda to me and she was a dear blessing to my life. I can’t begin to tell you the times she called me and for what.One night it was she wanted some beer and someone to dance with. So we had some beer and she taught me some new moves. Honestly,she was a treat. She finally passed away this past winter,her desire to be with the Lord was huge. Her death was so perfect and bittersweet.  I miss her calls, and her sweet yet sometimes harsh attitude,but I know she has met her maker face to face and is dancing with Him! Don’t forget to look, sometimes God’s missions are 90Lb. soakin wet little in size but huge in spirit people, He places on our hearts. I miss her dearly and heaven will never be the same! Thanks, now back to spending some time with God.     sleep tight,becky        ( Just a thought,maybe I was Mayda’s mission instead of the other way round.)