It’s so early. Need coffee!!!!!!! Eye’s won’t open, I feel as though I haven’t slept at all. Hope I don’t have to make any decisions today. Jumping a hot shower,I gotta wake up! Praying for grace and to shine for Jesus today,although I’m not feelin very shiny right  now, it will get better by at least noon. Have a good day and shine on!!LUVS and HUGS,  Rebecca, xooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo  Don’t ask …..  what’s the point cause there is no point.

So someone asked me today to join the Colt’s fan page on facebook. Couldn’t even bring myself  to reply. Oh well, I guess they will go on with hundred’s of thousands of fan’s, one less won’t really make any difference. Still extremely disappointed in the choices they have made. I’m sure I will find another team to cheer for this year,I’m just not sure who that will be yet. Maybe no one. We will see. The kids are here for their One Tree Hill night and spaghetti dinner. They are so funny! I enjoy them so much. I had a call from Florida this morning around 1:00 AM. Everyone is safe and sound,all arrived without any trouble. Praise God!!  wooohoo! I had the opportunity to run the front lobby all by myself today, it went well,in fact I really enjoyed it better on my own. I have a co-worker who is helpfulas all get out, but she is so critical. It’s ok for me,but she has a little boy who is almost 2 and I often wonder if she is critical of him also,what a horrible way to raise a child. Nothing is ever good enough,and there are never ever any compliments. She is this way with everyone,not just me. I feel bad for her. She was probably raised this same way. I love her though,she is a wonderful trainer minus this one really bad habit. I am so tired I can hardly keep my eyes open,didn’t sleep well last night… alot on my mind,and the dogs were very unsettled,they kept barking. I was a little bit scared. Every one is gone,and I hear every little sound. Speaking of tired it’s time for my favorite jams and a little reading,and lights out! Sleep well my friends, Dreams of all your greatest desires. LUVS and HUGS,   Rebecca, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo  ~later Praying non-stop,

OK now, this wk end is about to be over,and I just needed one more day. Enjoyed every min. of it and now it’s time to get serious about some laundry. Yeah… that’s right… I just now put in the first load. Not a big deal, I don’t really have that much. I just was enjoying the time off so much I couldn’t make myself go to the laundry room. But now I’m moving right along,I’m fast as lightning!! Went to early church this morning and then out for breakfast and grocery, and then came in  f r e e z i n g   my rear off,crawled under a big warm fuzzy blanky and took a giant nap!! AMEN!!! What happened to Spring?  The wind was so strong; I have never moved so fast in my life putting groceries in my car!YIKES! Great workout!! The sermon this morning was on compassion. Something everyone needed to hear. I think you can listen to it at www.thecreek.org  not sure, but if you have time it is very inspiring. We are so blessed to be able to walk through the doors of a church each Sunday and worship and sing and pray and learn and I thank God for that privilege every day never, ever taking it for granted. We are blessed people and have a blessed nation, regardless of what the media says or anyone else for that matter, we are so blessed!! Missing loved ones, words can’t explain. Have  great week and show some compassion. LUVS n HUGS,    Rebecca ,       Sleep tight and dream of  ummmm just dream! ~later  

ok soooo, it’s late and it’s been a great day, saw some friends from Anderson today and said goodbye tosome leaving for Florida, and loved on my mom for a while. Made a great dinner and cleaned my house. So pretty full day loved every single minuet of it. I saw a great movie tonight, I think it was called Just Like Heaven with Reese Witherspoon,and then someone put on a show call The Bounty Hunter. NEW Favorite show of mine,I LOVED IT!! The Dog is the coolest thing ever,and I love his wife. I guess it’s a marathon tonight!! Now it is very late and I am going to church tomorrow and out to breakfast so I need to go to bed. So thats my day in a nutshell. Hope all is great for you all tonight and your day was full of blessings. Don’t forget to praise Jesus,before you close your eyes and dreams of all your favorite things……  LUVS and HUGS, Rebecca   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox kisses ! ~later

It’s Friday and all is quiet,peaceful,calm, kinda eerie and unusual around here. Friday nights can be a little crazy with many coming and going. Tonight hubby working, some kids leaving for Florida some house/dog sitting elsewhere. So it’s nice and I have to say I’m looking forward to some peace and quiet this evening,reading and I’m actually gonna watch TV!! I don’t watch much TV because I’m too squirmy always thinking of things I need to get done. Not tonight!! It’s all mine. See the greatest things in life are free. Just priceless!!! I don’t mean to sound like I don’t enjoy my friends and family, I just am in need of some down time. I would much rather have some downtime on a beach somewhere but we started a new business last Fall and so circumstances won’t allow us to be gone this year,so I’ll just have to pretend. Not to bad, I have a great imagination,and a great CD of the ocean and sounds that I adore. So I may have to bring on the Ocean!!!! YIPPEE!!! Play like I’m God or something, I can even bring on a thunder storm if I want to,so if I play alittle Jimmy Buffet and some Chesney, I will swear I’m there!! I  need to go find my sun glasses!! Have you ever noticed how I’m always looking for something? When my dad was alive he used to tease me all the time,about losing everything but he always found what ever I was looking for. Good man! I just made myself a great dinner, barbecued chicken and cooked carrots and rice. I’m thinkin maybe I will make some cookies later,and stay up really late,I miss that now that I have a job I have to go to bed by around 10:00 or I have trouble getting up. I know I’m a light weight. But we sweet things need our beauty rest. Hey I need to go, I’m hungry!! LUVS and HUGS,    Rebecca xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Dreams beyond crazy!!  ~later:)

Just got back from a little bible study and having dinner out. Midweek refresher always pushes us through till Sunday. At this point in the week we really need a pick me up! Today was like the damn broke and the water came rushing in,huge volume day. I’m so ready for the weekend I could just bust! I’m gonna honk the whole way home tomorrow at 4:30! I am so thankful to have a job, and I’m not complaining ,I’m just ready for a break. I think everyone is. I’m living with some grouchy bears grrrrr. I’m going to sneak off to my private,quiet ,sanctuary and hide from these grumppies! YIKES!! Thinkin I may bim bam bash em in about one min. Best to just get lost for a while. I don’t usually get grumpy, just quiet. Need to escape to a quiet private Island somewhere. Hope your day was all you dreamed it would be.  LUVS & many HUGS,    Rebecca  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox praying as always,    Dream Big….   ~later 

Another day of praying down the heavens for loved ones needing to make decisions and seeking direction. It’s always in God’s time not our own. I have said this a million times, but He holds our plans in His hands.There ,that’s a million one.Just when you think you can’t hold on a minuet longer………… boom!! He is there!!!! Every thing becomes clear and you know exactly what to do,and feel very confident in the decisions that are being made. You just have to be patient and listen closely. Sometimes the path is rough and uneven, sometimes dangerous,all the while growing and teaching us in our faith. shhhhh listen…

American Idol is on, Ellie Mae just tanked once again, I liked the first 2 guy’s alot. I decided to leave the room, puke boy will be singing soon and I don’t want to be anywhere around. YUCK!! I can’t believe some think he is hot!! HOT puke if ya really want to know. Sorry mom, I know, if you can’t say something nice don’t say anything at all. Thank goodness you don’t even have a computer. She would be trackin me down. ah oh :0 !  Well I think I hear a bubble bath callin my name,sounds great!! Y’all have a great day tomorrow, reach many for God’s Glory!!! LUVS and HUGS,  Rebecca   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo   dream sweet sweet dreams :0      ~later      muah

Hey bloggers, I did it !!! I went solo today for the first time,all I can say is I did it!!!!!!!!! My confidence is back. YIPPEEE!!!! There were some people out sick today and I had no choice but to run the front on my own,it turned out to be a blessing and just what I needed. To prove to myself that Ican do this, and I did!!!!! This may be uneventful for some but I am so excited!! God once again pushing and pulling till He gets me right where I should be. Praise JESUS!! My brain can have a little down time now. I have studied so hard and long, I was beginning to think that maybe I was mentally challenged. More so than I am aware of,that is.

Thanks so much for the prayers!! I can feel them majorly! Ok, so dinner should be out but maybe I will just let everyone fin for themselves, maybe fix me dinner for a change. Sounds good. I think maybe I will hit the patio for a while and enjoy the little bit of sunshine we have left in this day. American Idol tonight,if I can bear to watch puke boy sing one more time. No I will for sure be leaving the room while he does his thing. Laying down prayers for loved ones for direction and hoping everything is good. LUVS and HUGS,      Rebecca   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox ~later   Dreams.

Sometimes it’s better to just let go and breathe and enjoy I’ve stopped waiting to exhale. Just being a little more sporadic, spontaneous, spur of the moment. Trying not to be so hard on myself,beating my self up so to speak. Just letting go,laughing more, loving more, wanting far less out of me. I seem to set the standards a bit high ,well actually, way high. Not for others, only for myself. Why do I do that? No idea. Maybe it’s pride.

Today was good kinda like a whirlwind,it went so fast!! I got up late this morning,overslept! I made it just fine. how does one oversleep with the radio up full blast? It had been on for 40 min. before I realized it was Monday morning!!! It was all good listened to “Point Of Grace” on the way in,looked in the rearview mirror and saw the most beautiful sun rise…huge orange ball against a gray sky!! God just letting me know all is well. He is in control.Thanks God for holding my life in Your hands. I need to go now, I need some sleeeeeep, tomorrow will be here as soon as I lay down my head. Prayers for all, nighty night  HUGE dreams.  LUVS and HUGS,      Rebecca   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox:)~later

People praying for each other on here just blows my however small mind!! Wowza! Church was a whole lot different this morning. They have what they call The Box, Its a room to the side of the main sanctuary, set for mostly overflow of congregation. We went there this morning to just check it out. There were very few present, maybe 35-40 people. The same sermon, and music just a very intimate,its got huge screens on the wall so you see and hear the message just as if you were sitting in the large auditorium,there is also a worship leader leading the very same music along with the ones on stage in the main sanctuary. I felt alot more tuned in and uninterrupted without things going on around me that go on around everyone with a huge congregation. Very intimate and quiet and able to focus with out any noise or movement . It was really cool. You could really tune  in as if our minister was talking directly to you than to thousands of others at the same time. Reminded me of back in the day when the church was 300 deep. The only difference was I didn’t see alot of friends and acquaintances that I would normally say hello to  and I don’t think that this is a  bad thing. I knew I was there to worship Him and Him alone. Not wondering where certain friends were,or why someone was alone or crying or anything. Just me and my book and God. It was good. It was very serious. Now it is time to come back to reality, one of mine just came in from a wk end away with the girls. She and her boy friend are arguing over something. This doesn’t happen often but I hate it when people are at odds. Life is too short. I was really looking forward to this Thurs. night to some special worship and plans have now been changed so that bums me out big time. Special worship mid or even end week is awesome to renew the spirit. It’s ok, there are tons of classes to attend at the church where I call home for now. Still feeling God pulling me different directions just not sure to where or why? I know I am not the only one experiencing these feelings right now.Waiting on the Lord. The trees are all budding out here and my eyes itch like crazy, and my nosey nose it itchey too!!! I love Spring!!!!! Gotta go the patio is calling my name along with the sunshine. Continuing to pray for each other and so love the visits. (Someday)

LUVS n HUGS.    Rebecca  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo  think I’ll fire up the grill.  Dreams of  ummm………. well, just Dreams.     ~later                                        listening to: “Take Me There” love it.