So the dream job of my life is slowly but surely coming to an end.I have never loved a job like this in my life!! It’s a perfect fit. Sadly, today without warning, and unconfirmed ,there is a fairly good chance my job will be eliminated perhaps within the next few weeks. My heart is broken. Not that I live for a JOB.   I have a life. A job is just that. I need to work to help my family and this was a job I prayed about for 3 solid years. I enjoy what I do and having insurance once again has been great, unfortunately I didn’t even get the chance to use it. So, I pray. I ask God what now? If He has something better in the blueprints,it will really have to be mind blowing , flippin amazing!! This is where I want to be, this is tearing me up inside. I am so tired of let downs, it would be so easy to just give up but I can’t. Satan is so strong in this place, believe me he is strong,almost making me nauseous. So I pray, face down in the carpet and pray,and pray, and pray. God will hopefully help me through this entire devastating experience, and reveal to me what I should do next. He is good, I still have a roof over my head and food on the table, I realize how blessed I am, there are so many without anything. I am forever grateful and don’t want to sound like I haven’t got a clue, this is just so much at one time. If by chance you read this and have a minuet,and a heart for Jesus,I would so appreciate it if you could pray for me to feel His peace and most of all to love me like no other. I know He does, but I need to feel Him close to me. Thank you,  Rebecca    xo  luvs xo  ~later