Good night blog, Great day, full but nice. Getting ready for bed and some sweet sweet sweet dreams. Hot bubbly bath,favorite jams, and my eyes are trying to close for the night. It’s been a  good week and lots of prayers have been answered. Staying a bit more focused all week. Huge accomplishment for me. Praying for endurance and calm for all. Holy Spirit to flood us with feelings of comfort as we experience new and different surroundings and people through ever changing times. Times change, people change, surroundings change, but He never changes. Always loving unconditionally. Praying with all I have in me… that things are good. Sleep well my sweet,dear loved ones.  Luvs and Hugs, Rebecca  xox  Lots of amazing dreams,  ~later 

It’s Thursday,where has the wk. gone? I’ve been working on catching up while my Dr’s. have been out this wk. Well, all but 3 of them. It has gone well and I have, for the most part caught up. Had lunch with my new friend yesterday. She used to teach pre-school at a Christian School in Lawrence. She brought the yearbook with her and all her little students in it for me to see. She knows who God is! Baby steps. So, this morning the eyes are heavy and I’m up way too early. Think I may go lay back down for a while. Doggies had to go out and potty. This weekend is gonna start early (Friday afternoon) the family is having a garage sale so some have the day off. Susie is coming from Anderson and helping. I am so glad it is at my sister in laws house this time. I really don’t have garage sales. I give it to the church or to charity. It’s all good, they have so much fun and make some awesome memories while they make a little money. Friday night is a surprise B-day party for a friend and Sunday a B-day dinner for my big brother. Party weekend!! Well, I best go, devotions are a waitin. Make it a great day!! LUVS and HUGS, Rebecca  xox    Stand tall, be bold.      ~later  

 Hang on to your hat, it’s gonna be a great next couple of wks!! God is good always,remember to keep your eye on the sparrow and all that is dear to your heart. Crazy day so tired I’ve actually been kinda slap happy!! All is good much better than last wk!!!! YIPPEE! It’s only Monday and yet I have a very good feelin about what is to come. Spent some time with family tonight and did alot of laughin,just what we all need once in a while. I hope and pray it stays this way for a long,long time. Some of the family left and went to Cheeseburger in Paradise, I have to work very early in the morning and need to sleep so I missed out this time. It’s Karaoke night and they wanted to sing and try and bring home the prize money.They won last time so we will see. I think they won 50 bucks!! It doesn’t really matter they are having fun with friends. Great way to end a Monday. Wellza, I best get myself to bed so I can get up @ 5:00 am. and start all over again.Sweet dreams and shine baby shine!!!!!!!! Luvs and Hugs,  Rebecca   x0x           ~later 

Good mornin, Sunday best day of the whole wk! Worship Him with all your heart and soul. He spoke to me powerfully this morning,as He does on a daily basis,through prayer and through music. I hear Him in my heart,it’s a thought that continually repeats itself and vibrates through my heart. That is how I know it is Him. No, I’m not crazy I just listen. You can listen too,just ask Him to speak to you and He will, you just need to listen and pay very close attention. However, sometimes when He repeats Himself I have a hard time trying to figure out exactly what He means,especially when I can’t grasp why. I hear Him and know exactly what is being laid on my heart, but I don’t understand why,it just doesn’t make sense to me. Sometimes, it’s even in my dreams at night. I just pray and do what He feels is so very important in this life.I guess it will all play out in the end. I wonder If others hear the same things that I do? Just something I deal with on a day, to day ,to day to day ,basis. Today the message was on materialism. Funny, something I have never had a hard time with. Thank goodness, Ya can’t take it with ya folks!! It means nothing, and I have never had a desire for gold, silver, diamonds, fancy cars, 3-4 homes, yachts, they are all so meaningless. I have never had a love affair with money,and feel sorrow for those who do. They actually think there is happiness in materialistic stuff. Stuff, that what it is. I have friends who are all about just that. Blows my mind. The best things in life are free, and you could never put a price tag on that, because they are things true to the heart. Priceless! Well, I better get going, I’m frying some chicken for the family and making cookies for my new neighbors!!! Love and Hugs, y’all make my heart sing and overflow with joy. I pray for a better connection soon, It’s His will not my own.   x0×0x0×0x0×0x0×0xxx, ~later    Rebecca

Ok, so this past week got the very best of me. I was in a funk the whole darn week. I’m still not at all myself. Smiling on the outside but broken on the inside. I still haven’t quite figured me out yet. Today I’m running around in my jams and don’t plan on doing anything that requires dressing. It’s a perfect day for chillin and watchin a movie or 2 or 3 . Yip think that’s what it’s gonna be today the rain is good once in a while, it is needed and it helps to slow us down a little bit. Painting crews are not so happy but maybe this is God’s way of demanding some rest from all of us. Time to spend doing what we love to do. Hope the race isn’t a wash out. I know there are alot of race fans here in Indy right now praying for some sunshine. Well I guess I better get moving, I need to bake some cookies I have 2 sets of new neighbors down the road and I need to introduce myself and make them feel welcome to the township. There’s always room for more friends! Here at least. I will have to deliver them tomorrow after church because that would require me to wear something other than jams. Please don’t tell me soldiers praying, talk to me. Trust.  Have to go , luvs and hugs,  Rebecca xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox  000 ~later

If  it weren’t for God’s promises and truth, I wouldn’t take one more step on this flipped out planet!!! Hurting please pray for me. I’m so tired,and discouraged and need to be smothered in His love. Rebecca

Sometimes things aren’t  what they seem….. Sometimes things aren’t what they look like…Sometimes things just appear to be great.

Wow, I couldn’t be more stressed. Monday’s are such a thorn in my side. I am so grateful for my job but today my head almost exploded and rolled out the front door. The harder I run, the behinder I get! Like a dog chasing it’s tale. Tonight I’m gonna chill and just watch some TV and I have been reading 1 James. Great book all about love and loving others. ummm It’s so rich. Great way to unwind and de-stress after a crazy day. I couldn’t make it through if it weren’t for God’s whispers all day. Learning to love all people no matter what. I have a new friend ! I was in hope we would hit it off and we have. She is a prostitute and she is letting me be her friend. She is a single mother of 4 and trying to make it on her own. She is a sweet sweet girl with a heart of gold. She just never had a parent that cared. My prayer is that she will realize that she does have a parent that cares she doesn’t know Him yet. I mostly just listen and am in hopes she will change her ways. She is far better than this and deserves a life that doesn’t involve selling herself. Any way I feel as though God may have set this friend right in my path,or me in her path. She tells me things that break my heart and I know God is so wanting her to know His love for her. We will see. I’m not one to shout my mouth off. I do however, listen and talk when she ask me,but not unless she asks. I’m not pushy at all. I think if your not careful you can turn friends away from God instead of  them wanting to more about Him. Prayers for her please. Just call her Karen.  Hey dinner is smellin good (Swiss steak) and I am about to eat my arm off. Gotta go check out 1 john and love someone you don’t even like!! Challenge yourself!! LUVS and HUGS, Rebecca   xoxoxoxoxoxooxox  ooo     ~later ?

Great day today loved seeing family and friends and celebrating another pregnancyin the family. January is gonna be fun (NEW BABY)! Did absolutely nothing as far as work goes today. Tomorrow I have lots to do. It was fun just playing all day!! Finished out the night with an amazing concert/worship service with the rock band Connersvine!!!! The last for the season. They were rockin as usual,and God was all over the place!! LOVED IT!! It’s late and Church will be the early sevice in the mornin cause I have tons of stuff to get done before we head into another week. It’s all good!! I’m tellin ya now if you haven’t had a chance to see Connersvine,watch for them and go when ever they start back up again… probably sometime after football season ends. We are soooo gonna miss them while they break for awhile. Well sweet loved ones, Its time for some sweet dreams,  LUVS and HUGS, xxx    * sleep tight.   ~later

Good mornin, It’s Saturday and my intentions of sleeping in for a while zapppped by 2 cute but naughty devil dogs! They woke up early and started barking to go outside and do their thing. So here I am on Sat. early morning  sitting here having coffee with the dogs!! Having animals is a lot of added work and expense and responsibility but they also are like family members in that they love you no matter what.After these 2 are gone…… no more indoor pets. One is 14 and she probably won’t be with us very much longer,she is sorta like Garfield in dog form. The other one is 3 and hell on wheels,thinks shes a cat,and sits and sleeps on the back of the couch or chair anything up high. I know, rare breed and over bread dog.Missing a chromosome or 2 or 3. OK so the day is gonna be beautiful and Mom is coming down and we are gonna have a girlies day out!! A few of us are going shopping and having lunch together and then back here. I have to work on getting this place back together again after a week that just knocked my socks off! Chewed me up and spit me out! Keeps a gal humble for sure. Tonight Connersvine is playing their last concert of the season in Plainfield and I am not missing it!! Bunch of guys who know how to rock your face off and they play Christian music. So if ya like to worship and love to hear some amazing talent… they know how to get the job done!! I will savor every moment because I won’t hear them live for a long long time. That makes me sad. One of the guys in the band is the punter for the Washington Redskins,Hunter, and he has to go do his other job for the season. So this is it.. gonna be long winter. Well ,I besta get going lots to do with so little time. LUVS and HUGS,  Rebecca  xox   ~later   ;0