Jesus love me.

Talkin about workin hard? Almost had it! Watched on the internet, nerve wracking!! Praying for safety for all those traveling and for hearts to be light and look for the positive things. Moving forward without looking back. The sun is shining through my office window and it feels so good. Made a swiss steak and cheese potatoes and mixed veggies. Best hurry up or your gonna be late for dinner!! It’ funny how even when we don’t win we learn sooo much each and every time. Win or lose y’all still shine!! I’m making ya some cookies right now!!They are sugar cookies with icing and sprinkles,they are gonna be yummy!!! Just because. Have a great Sunday evening and love with all you have in you.     l3vs and hugs,   rebecca    000    ~later.   Tell some one how special they are to you.

Praise God it’s the weekend!!! For those who work through the wk end, sorry, I’ve been down that path and it is not fun. The morning came early 3:15 AM some family needed a ride to the airport and had to be there by 4:00AM. I took a little nap when I got home from work and now I’m good to go!! Well, almost.Kids are leaving to pick up a pizza or 2 and chillin is the only thing on the agenda for the evening. My brother is coming in from Canada tonight,he’s been gone all week fishing,do I hear the words (fish fry)? YUP!  He does this every year with some friends he has known since elementary school. They were in boyscouts together and they are still best friends. They are all still about 5 yrs old at heart. Trouble.  I cried at work today, their was a young man in our office with possible cancer and without insurance. He was so nice and couldn’t make another appt until he could earn some more money to pay for it. My heart broke for him. We offered to set up a payment plan but he wanted to pay cash cause his work is seasonal and he can’t make payment in the winter time (construction). I went in the bathroom and just lost it, when he left. Something is so wrong with this country.People,young  and old people dying because of not being able to afford to live. I pray for those who are suffering and have no means to help themselves.Praying that God will heal their bodies and further testing and surgery won’t be necessary.Well, sweet praying soldier, I need to get going and run on the treadmill for a while, I’m lacking in self control,and pizza isn’t helping any. Ya know, my throat is killin me I have no idea why, I have been caught out in the rain alot this wk. cold rain. Changing seasons,the leaves on the trees are starting to change. Ummm I love Fall!!  Family visiting tomorrow and football and church on Sunday!! Can’t wait! WRS!!  Love and Hugs,  Rebecca  x0x   ~later

Umm it’s raining and the wind is blowing,makes for a layed back evening. Quiet and perfect for some great reading. I love the sound of this steady rain hitting the roof. We haven’t had any rain for a while now,funny how you miss it when it’s gone for a while. Came home and put on jam pants and sweatshirt and it feels good. Slow roasted barbecued chicken and potatoes for dinner green beans and rolls,tons of salad and cheesecake. It just feels good to be here. Last night I spent most of the night at IU Med Center,another family member having a hard time carrying a baby full term,25 wks and she goes into labor. Prayers lots of prayers. She went home today with a tear in her cervix and is starting to dilate. Not good. The baby only weighs 1lb 9oz. sooo small,my prayer is for the little one to stay put and if it’s God’s will he/she be born early that this child will be strong enough to make it and developed enough not to have problems. The sweet Dr. I worked for from Anderson and dear friend passed away Friday from leukemia. He has been fighting for 3 yrs. He lived a great life and was in love with God. Prayers for his family also. He was only 60 yrs. old.   Well I best run I am grabbing my favorite blanket and plan on chillin tonight and reading, and maybe some a TV show or 2-3 we will see. Reading Psalms tonight,beautiful songs and poetry. LUVS N’ HUGS, Rebecca       xox

Totally stood up by the Skins today, watched  Titan’s and Texan’s battle it out, Texan’s took home the trophy but not without a fight or 2 or 3 ! Literally, 2 were ejected from the game. Here all this time I thought I had a date with the Skins @ 1:00 and they don’t show up on fox!!! Brett Farve shows up! Sooo I changed the channel and found the better of the 2 games (I thought) not being a football pro and knowing next to nothing about the game, except what a fight looks like and a touchdown Is a very good thing, I love the color blue so I chose the Titan’s love their outfits. Talk about standing in line to pee, I was not a happy girl!!  Make it up please. Congrats on the win by the way, Cha Ching Botta Bing!!!  Happy for y’all.   Raining today, kinda chilly outside, friends are making ham and beans cornbread dinner is gonna be wonderful!!! Getting my hair trimmed and eatin some beans!!! Yippee!! Gonna be fluffin later   but it’s gonna be worth every single fluff. I know, that’t not very lady like……. well maybe I’m not. It’s Rebecca in the ruff!!  Football Rebecca!!  Gotta run and get the laundry out, I’ll just have to watch next time,Prayer for healin all those who were crim cram crashed today!  LUVS N’ HUGS,  Rebecca 000 xxx!!   ~later 

I love Saturday, my feet hit the ground this mornin running! Whew, it was a busy one. I went to Anderson today to have lunch and shop a bit with my mom. We hit a few amazing sales!!Whoopee. This eve. when I got home there were some friends of mine here that I haven’t seen in forever!! Loved it, caught up on what’s been going on with everyone and shared and laughed alot. Late dinner with everyone and then I found this great pair of jams that are a little warmer, it’s been cool here in the evenings. The cooler temps make for some great nights!! Tomorrow is early church and then some football yippee and some not so yippee laundry. I think this is a win for sure!! Prayin for confidence and safety for a great team!!   The views make me smile.  Have another day to remember and let it shine always!!! Luvs and Hugs,  Rebecca     Dream Big!!        xox   ~a little later.

I honestly think I could go to bed now and sleep till Monday! I have never been this tired in my life. Work has busted my rear once again! Everyone trying to get in and everything done before Jan. when their deductibles start over again. I’ve been working extra hours to try and keep up. The wk has gone pretty well as far as a one dog household. Everyone is getting back to normal,realizing that life goes on and what a blessing we truly had in our little Molly dog.

I think Kanya West really did it this time. I think that’s how you spell his name. He just can’t keep his mouth shut to save himself. I think he is a racist and a bigot. I don’t understand what makes him tick. He has poor vision that is for sure. He does it to himself, limiting himself as far as reaching his potential,with his rude behavior. Oh well, to each his own. God made him and He died for him, so we should try and at least pray for him. I hope everyone is well, and home safely from travels. It’s gonna be a great wk-end and these Fall like temps are amazing it feels so good outside!! Open the windows and throw an extra blanket on the bed. Sleep is on my mind and I just got out of a hot and steamy bubble bath,sooo relaxed. Can’t wait to finish out this week and get to the weekend. I need to be away from there for a few days. My mind is shredded!! Prayers always, Luvs and Hugs,   Rebecca  x0x       ~later 

  Thank you my dear freind for 15yrs of  being a part of our family.

Well for a wk.end to start out so bad it sure ended on a positive and happy note. It started Friday with having my dog put to sleep. We had her for 15 great years. Broke my heart. I was just sick,seeing her like that. She couldn’t even move or walk on Friday morning. I knew it was time to say goodbye. Took her down to Bean Blossom IN. There is a old farm doctor down there that puts animals to sleep for 25.oo. The one’s here in Indy charge 250.00 to 350.00. He loves animals and is an awesome vet. You sometimes have to wait 1-2 hrs to see him and you may have to wait in line behind a goat or some chickens or whatever but it’s so worth it. My other dog is only 3 and is having kinda a hard time tonight, she misses her. I know how that feels. ouchie! All together after todays football games,it has ended freakin awesome. The Colt’s won their game, which I didn’t watch but the first half, just can’t get used to the new players and all the changes. Went to the grocery instead of watching the rest. When I got back the Redskins were playing and even though they lost to the Giants, it was way fun to watch! Mr. Campbell just couldn’t get comfortable. Mr. paycheck steeler didn’t steel his check tonight, huh? They all had a hefty workout. Doing laundry and getting ready for another week. Church was good as always, prayers going up like crazy!! Worked the AFSP  on Saturday and what a blessing that was, raised ton’s of money and had a great time doing it!!  Well hope you had as much fun as one person can handle in one day. Prayers and loves everda3,  LUVS and HUGS ,  Rebecca  xxo     dreams really do come true!     ~later  :0    God Bless your heart.

Well I guess here we go again,football fans ready set go!! Not watching tonight, just the opening …. Tim McGraw now that I like bunches! I’m in the office listening to alittle country music and thought I would blog a bit. My eyes are very heavy, tired. I am going to bed soon and try and catch some great rest. I haven’t slept well all wk. I’ve been thinkin about our sweet little dog Molly.She is not well, and has stopped eating and drinking. It’s been 4 days since I’ve heard her bark. She just lays around and sleeps. I think her time is running out. Breaks my heart. She has been such a great friend and family member,15 yrs is a long life for a dog. I just am having a hard time letting go. I probably will take her this weekend sometime and have her put to sleep.One of the hardest things I will ever do, I’m sure. I’m hoping that something great comes along to do afterward to keep my mind occupied. I  am helping out with the Suicide Prevention Walk Sat. morning, just registration. It’s at the canal downtown. Prayin for some great weather!!! God will provide!! This year I am guarding my coffee with my life. Last year this idiot took my coffee and drank it right in front of me. I’m ready for him this year. I may even take his and drink it right in front of him. He may have met his match!! lol!! Very serious thing to do on a Sat. morning early!I hope everyone’s week has been great or at least good. It’s been nice here,very Fall like. I have to go, hope to read a bit before lights out. Oh yeah, my co-worker is doing much,much better. Prayers are so appreciated and the medicine is starting to help her in a more than noticable way!! Praise God! He is sooooo faithful.  Dream big. luvs and hugs, Rebecca   xox  Sunday I will watch some football.WRS.    ~later  ***

Well savoring the last 10 Min’s. of a wonderful 3 day break. It was good. I got to see some family that I don’t see very often from northern IN we had a great time catching up on what’s been going on. LOVE them! Gavin turned 2 yrs old on Sun. we partied with chuck cheese. Why do the kids love that place? He was scared to death of that big stupid mouse,as were all of his 2 yr old friends. He is fine as long as Chuck doesn’t get too close!! We all had fun playing games,kinda addictive.Today everyone was sorta resting up and getting some important things done that we never seem to have enough time to get done. Cookout yesterday. We all neeed the break and some time to enjoy one another. Now here it is time to go back to work for a short week. Yippee again! Eyes are heavy and I need to sleep or eles I will be Oscar The Grouch tomorrow. Listening to Keith Urban,think I’ll let him sing me to sleep tonight. Sweet Sweet Sweet dreams and a pocket full of moon light all just for you. LUVS and HUGS,    Rebecca   x0x              ~ later