Stupid Failure!!

ampSat, 21 Aug 2010 04:43:11 +000043Saturday 30 2008 rebecca1006

Needing a little prayer, lost my job this past Tues. due to me walking out an hour early with a boss screaming at me the whole time. She is on narcotics big time and I have tried to put up with her and her drugs and abusive behavior for the past several months and she just pushed me right out the door. I am so mad at myself for letting her upset me that bad. Leaving behind a job I loved and separating myself from some people I loved. I have never been so low in my life. So it’s time to look forward and try and move on. I just couldn’t take anymore. Never missed but one day in almost 2 yrs. Vacation time unused 157 hrs. to be exact all down the drain because I simply could not withstand one more episode. Drugs don’t just effect the ones abusing them, this has crushed my soul and my spirit is non-existant. I have been praying for this gal for sometime now and she is in need of some major prayer also. Insurance gone, husband a diabetic and insulin is 100.00 an ounce. Not sure what is going to happen to us. His job with his company is doing well but I can’t dip into his hard work in growing this place to where it is beginning to flourish. I am a definate failure. Spending a lot of time with God and trying to figure out what His plan is. Missing my friends is tearing me up. They are sad but at the same time don’t want to say anything because they are scared to death of losing their jobs if they do. Sooo I am hoping that I may ask for some prayers to get me through this. I know this may sound small to some but It would be so appreciated. The power of prayer is amazing and if you have just a few extra mins. I would be so thankful.  LUVS and HUGS   Rebecca  xox 

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